well well well. im not sure whether i created this blog becos of her. Maybe i jus want to have a "let out" point. don wan to bottle up all my feelings and thoughts. thats y i created this blog. ... but it seems all all post are all related to her ..
well. theres training this friday. i really dunno wad to do when i see her ? face it or shun away... im in a delima. but i tink i should face it. becos im a CI ? well. thats bullshit. its so hard to face reality ...
went for driving. well. today din really performed quite well.. the car kept vibrating. its an old car. damn it. maybe my skill aint that good yet huh. anyway cleared 3 more test route. 6 more to go .. the instructor reccomended 10 -12 more lessons before my tp. OMG. it will be sooooo expensive... learn driving till no money..
Final theory test tmr.. wonder will she remember that its my test tmr? told her before... hmm... will she send a good luck msg for me?? well ... i REALLY WONDER ...
anyway. wish me luck tmr. wanna clear driving asap.
learn driving learn riding. letting her to be my first passenger used to be my goal for me... but now ..
well shant talk about those sad stuffs tmr...
till then
PENG