saw the tag board. normal ppl will get sad huh ? well ..
i;ve thought through these 2 words many times. GIVE UP. but as we always say talking is much more easier than doing. so that happens to me. friends say its time. im stupid. no point waiting cos shes not the only gal. n yeps. sometimes to me it does knock some sense into me. but sometimes i think otherwise. u know those memories? well .. i dunno how to put it into words. if only memories are like computer when u can click delete and everything is gone.
when i see her. im at a lost. asked myself. should i walk over and say hi and start a conv ? or should i jus hide away not letting her to see me ? or i should jus act normal ? well guys. its a tough choice.
everytime see my hp. should i msg her ? should i still keep waiting ? each msg comes. i will always think. ITS HER MESSAGE ! but then it ALWAYS turn out otherwise. its kinda sad in some sense .. 1000 plus over messages yet i don bear to part with them ..
theres always something that will strike up memories of me and her . though its short but its a happy short one.
why i always think about this ? why do i always feel like this ? well.. maybe i still love her..
but nevertheless....maybe its time that i should learn something ... give up ..
PENG