PengSiong.

well. after ranting. i felt so much better...

i realised something. everytime something good happens to you.. something bad will follow... get to join keppel is the good. work with colleagues is again the good. but its her that the bad. and thats practically the worst. damn!
to think again. maybe its to train myself that there is this kind of person around .. next time in my working life. just have to get used to it ...

jus wanna thank a friend for always listening to all my rants and consoling me when im so damn pissed off.. hahas big thank you !

i had a sister that cares ! she never fail to remember my birthday every year.. hahas! thanks sis =]

my mind is now full of work. all the shits i get from her and i felt disgusted.

birthday in almost another 1 hour time. im not feeling happy. and i dunno why..

rantings again.!

im alr damn rotten unlucky that i have to do a presentation on your part which i have no idea when you will get ur fcuking thing done. ask you to let boss see and edit accordingly keep saying no la. mafan. he busy. fuck you first. shouldnt you be listening to what boss has to SAY on YOUR work instead of me ? please. its your damn work not mine. you made it that im supposed to help you do ur fcuking work.and im like doing all ur shit and kena F. er. pls. fcuk off. thanks.even after asking keep saying dunno lei dunnoe lei. look at me L(..)_l.. do i look like i know a damn thing on urs ? i too had to figured out by reading like mad asked around the things i dunno. if i can do it why can't you? ur just plain lazy.FUCKED UP!

and suay enough, all the task i have to do are linked to yours. and yet u took your own fcuking time to do it. basket. at least think of me can? fcuking selfish.

lecturer say pay is coming on fri. why the fcuk you still complain? colleagues kena F because of you. even so, she helped you find out when is the thing coming in alr. a delay is norm. if you can wait for so long.. why not another few more fcuking day? today again you complained to boss, colleague kena again? why the fuck you keep wanting to poke ppl ? ur disgusting ok? it that money that fcuking impt to you? to pay ur hp prepaid card? so that you can chat sms all day long inside the office? FUCK YOU!

finally you take up the darn mintues to do after boss asked about the thing."is it only pengsiong write? what about ******?' i still at least say you helped me, we rotated. but in fact, you only wrote one. the first one. and today. its the 2nd. but even said so, you never file the fcuking thing.

ppl give you work you keep complaining.keep saying dunno how to do, so mafan and those never ending crap of yours. be contented that you had something else to do instead of pouring coffee, photostating, lying to ppl. even the lecturer asked you to be contented alr. and PLEASE BE!

waited for you for lunch.. even im so damn hungry alr i still waited. but when u came back and i asked you. you said you had yours. i reallfy felt like slapping you. knn. at least make known can? knn.

a tit for a tat. i have my ways of doing things. don't push me too far. i'll retaliate!

my principal... u no make me i no make you. u make me abit i still tahan. make me again. its payback time. _l_

don't wish to spend my bdae getting angry over you... no point...

I guess.. life is just to fcuked up.. or maybe its you that fcuked me up..

Long time ago I have been asking u to let boss see the damn thing yet I wonder what you are doing… msning and dumb enough to message on friendster? Cb..
And one fine day boss just spread butter on me because you didn’t let him see? And im supposed to let him see. And fcuk you. Ur work is just less than 1 piece of papers and it took you fcuking more time than me? And im supposed to complile one whole damn SOP which is like dunno 50 more times more than yours? I took the initiative to ask boss and asked around yet you? How I wish I can point middle finger infront of you..

Now boss asked you to revise the thing you’re supposed to listen not me yet I have to tell you everything again. Best part. What I told you, you never do it then why the fcuk you asked me to tell you? Now again ur supposed to let boss see.. u claimed that boss was in the meeting yesterday. Maybe my reply was jus a simple “orh” but then deep down.. fuck you! How long ago did boss asked you to revise? How long you took you time to revise? And you talked as if boss is super busy. But why I can ask him things? Jubo

Today morning is another thing. We’re supposed to rotate to take down the damn mintues. And in the end? I took down most of it or rather all except 1 which is done by u. and I thought you would take down today but no. knn. Let my supervisor spread butter again.FCUK!

Sometimes I really wished that I point middle finger then slap you and before going off scold you BITCH. It’s the first time I’ve seen girl like you.

last 3 days was damn tiring but it was fun! and
finally i brought my family out for dinner and breakfast! that was my wish when i passed my driving few months back. the feeling of bringing ur family out was undescribable! =]=]=]=]=]

hmm. practically went around singapore for the past 3 days. North South East West!
Yishun Dam, Devils Bend, Mt Faber was the more dangerous place which i conquered! lols. Mt Faber best. i practically roll the van down without starting the vehicle.. l0ls. save diesel =] going up the tight roads was fun too.. thought the vehicle got very "tired" LOLS

Devils Bend. at first abit scared but not too bad. it was fun. those curves and tight bends. if only i went there with a EVO or civic! =] aha! and had a fun time watching monkeys

one bro of mine bought a bike.. was so so jealous? maybe? because i haven got mine yet!hahas! im going to chiong all my practical lessons!! ok. i meant 1 more lesson =] PRAC 8!!!

monday bluesssss

no mood in the morning. wad "she" say i shoot back all one by one. she LL.. went back to office .. nv talk to anyone.. feeling super moody... hais..

next. all person arnd me start to feel moody too ... and suayness starts to set in .. damn..

helped my colleague.. her card kena makened by the atm... then as a gentlemen.. help to poke poke the slot. thought the card reader can read...suddenly i cannot feel her card. and next moment? mine also kena eaten..=[
she says thats her bf card.. i was like oh man. hahahaha!

Wad a price to pay to know that she has a boyfriend !

went back office. kena shot by boss twice. bang bang. one is that i haven't help him to do the store stuffs and next was the meeting table messy, with the accomplice of my 2 other colleagues. i think director's table also not big enought for us=]

boss face was dark as charcoal man ... super fierce.. well ..

hope tmr is a better day !

went for survival training camp yesterday.
damnit. believe me. i was dragging my feet there until the very last minute before i board the bum boat.

it was never easy for a trained person to go for a retraining again =[ remembering those days in my course, how we kena F upside down left right and now im going back there! but miraculously all CI trainers was so friendly. even my mdm who screws us always and in front of the whole batch became friendly. hahahas!

during the ice breaking. i then realised that im from the oldest batch there. even my group instructor was of younger batch than me. that made me feel i so lao jiao =]

everything was NOT FUN until Jetty Jump. briefing first, then saw ppl jumped. i tot chey 3m like not so tall lei.Ms Goh told me jetty jump jump down will feel pain one. i tot hmm.. okay.. im going to jump liao then u tell me. hahas. my turn after patrick, i walked up. and i looked down. reaction? WTF ! it looks so damn high from there. JUMPED! PERFECT JUMP ! but the next moment i know i almost rolled 1 round in the water. ahahahas! slowly swim to meet patrick. saw ms goh and suddenly we say. OMG. nv take picture! hahahas! went up ladder another TO helped us take pic =]

went for 2nd jump ! the TO nv take pic for me because i jump off too fast liao. grrr.. but jetty jump was fun !

debriefed. a point that i've noted is the fear will always be there.

nothing was as fun as jetty jumped after that. hais.

i guess i shant think deep about it. enjoy my last 1 mth working life =]

CHEERS !

i suddenly realised im a workaholic. wierd rite ? after almost 19 years then i realised. hmm...

be it NPCC, with synergy or with KFMO... i wonder why. hahas.

and KFMO is a good place. to train up for future. all colleagues were stresed. mhmm. and i realised. never agitate boss when he's loaded with lots of C4. hhas.!

talking about boss, he's one great guy. he doesnt treat us as attachment guys but instead a colleague, someone who has just joined the company. taught us lots of things. or rather he no need teach, i learned alot from him. his professionalism, his way of managing his team. well.. he's a knowledgeable person i would say...

like my style, i very much wanted to stay at kfmo instead of going back school .. but ironically, i wanted to end my attachment becos i can't really stand someone. grrr.... shan't grumble too much !

hmm. look one the bright side of life =]