hmm... few things to talk about.
first after so long so much planning. i finally went back for NPCC training after one sem... i looked wierd in my half u i guess.. maybe its just too long since i last wore it. guess today's training wasnt what i expected but well. disappointments are always there. and guess what? i got the award of the fiercest CI for the training
when i was talking to them i myself was thinking.and sometimes i feel. is it me that made the unit like that or are they too young? or was my standard too high ?. many many more.
it was messy and guess what a new TO told us straight the unit wasnt up to standard. i stunned there...because i agree with him. last time i'll shoot back straight into his face ... many more things happened. damn disappointed.
when im back im going to make things to fall back into place. and trust me. i've set a deadline for that. i want the unit to be of my expectation within a term. though its difficult but like what i say when there's a will there's a way =]
something lighter of NPCC... i first time present ranks/awards to cadets. was shocked .. and thanks to OC. grrr... was damn ps.. dunno what to do and stand there like a fool. hahahas. but usual me. joked around ... took pictures with the big wide smile =] and had my standard statement. congrats. all the best. keep up the good work .. hahhas. but its kinda cool experience...